After my incident at the library, I headed home, and slept. Weeks passed, everyday the same as the last.

I have work early, so I was up bright and breezy at 6 everyday, for breakfast on my toilet, and then to skoot myself to the other side of town, and work for my money.
Eventually, I figured that life alone, was not as good as I first thought, so I went out after work to The Gazebo, to meet a few people.
I was a bit forward,yes, but it got results! I found he was single His name was Sherman Bagely, and worked in the military (Duh...).
It was late, so I headed home, with the promise that we would meet again the next day.
And that we did..
We flirted all day, holding hands, and complimenting eachother. I decided, that love was always meant to be, and went in for the kill.
Which he didnt appreciate.
"I like you Ali , Babe, but Im not ready for this, not yet" He said.
That little me from within, the one who gets real angry,real fast.... reared her ugly head. "Not yet?!" I yelled " When then? Next Year?"
"We've only known eachother for a day!"
"Whatever!"
"Im really sorry Ali..."
I melted, the poor guy. We decided to stay friends, but nothing more.
He left, and I stayed at the park for a while, with my chess table.
After a while, I started up the big stereo system, and started to dance.Suddenly, I was approached by a man, who asked to dance with me, and I accepted.
We danced the whole evening away, and then I told him I had to go home. We decided to meet up again, yto get to know eachother better, so he gave me his number, and we set up a date for the following week.During this time, I got a promation. Nothing big, But nowI deliver coffe to the boss. And yes, incase your wondering, I did burn my hadn on the first day after the promotion.
Before I knew it, The weekend had rolled in, and it wsa time for my date with Larry--The mysterious dancer man.
I went in my brand new dress, but he came in the same clothes that we met in. Maybe this night meant more to me, then it did him.We talked for a while, and we flirted...alot.
I hesitated this time, because of my previous rejection, but eing typical me, went in for the kill.
Only to be met with another 'no'
He said the same thing "We dont know eachother well enough yet hun"
Grr.At this rate, Ill be alone forever.

































